khate hai ki pyar ek yese chez hai jo kabhi bhi kanhi bhi ho jaye!!
pta nhi ki ye sach hai ya jhut ye pyar tha ya koe majak!!
Pyar mai sab kuch maf hota hai lekin kay pyar me dil thod ke mat bhi kiya jata hai. khate haina ki jo pyar ke peche bhagta hai use kabhi pyar nhi milta hai, par pta nhi ki ye sab jhut hai kay jhut…Anyway..
pta nhi ki ye sach hai ya jhut ye pyar tha ya koe majak!!
Pyar mai sab kuch maf hota hai lekin kay pyar me dil thod ke mat bhi kiya jata hai. khate haina ki jo pyar ke peche bhagta hai use kabhi pyar nhi milta hai, par pta nhi ki ye sab jhut hai kay jhut…Anyway..
Hi mai apna naam tho nhi btana chati hun lekin aap log mujhe kese bhi naam se bhol sakte hai..vese bhi koe mujhe pagal khata, koe stupid. Ab pta nhi ki stupid wo hai ya mai hun par jobhi ho sayd mai hi the stupid ki yese insan par bharosha kar diya ki jo sayd kabhi sach bholta hi nhi tha ya yunn kahun ki usne kabhi sach smjha hi nhi kki ye sach kay hota hai. so mere ye sirf ek story nhi hai balki wo hai jo aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai aur wo yaad jo sirf khati hai “I HATE YOU”!
mai jab kese aur jagha se aae the doosre school se tab maine is school me aae the. Tab mujhe sab log aapne apne bate btaya karte the. help karne bhana sab karte lekin koe real wali karta nhi tha. Mere ek friend hai jiska naam BBC4 hai wo sab ke sath yese hi rhati miitti ban ke. Dusri jiska naam “BABANDER” hai Badander wo yesi hai jesa uska naam agar wo nhi hai mere life me thi kuch bhi nhi hai. mujhe us ladke se bbc4 ne milya tha hamara Tuesday and Thursday end ke 2p (class) computer par rhati the aur un logo ki free. Toh kabhi kabhi hum unke pass chale jate the baat karne ko toh yese yese hum bate karne lag gaye the aur mujhe baad me pta chala ki wo larka mere dad ke friend ka ladrka hai. mere jo babander friend hai usko insab chejo se koe farak nhi parta tha wo bas prai prai karti the.
ek din usne mujhe facebook par request send ki the toh vanha se baat maine start ki the usne mujhe apne first crush ke bare mtaya aur uska naam maine rakha tha miss sadhgi wo hamsa kha karta tha ki wo yeshi hai wo wese hai wo simple hai wo bilkul shidhi hai.wo hamesha mere help larta tha bahut karta tha.
toh mai unko miss sadhgi karke tease karti the, hum shayari mai bhi baat karte the. Ek din maine unko pucha ki aap apne miss sadhgi ka naam bhi btawoge ya fir nhi toh mujhe btaya gaya aushi. agle din hum school ja rhe the tho mujhe school ke rashte me mile the unka sath unka friend bhi tha (jise mai bahut hate karti the) wo ruke mere liye lekin unka friend aage chala gaya tha. tab maine kha ki ek baar dubara bholna kay naam hai uska toh unhone kha ki aushi! toh maine kha nice name! toh unhone kha tha ki haan mera naam leki stupid nice name naa!! mai puchne wali the ki ki wo chale gaey aur school bhi aa yaga tha.
fir bate hue and ek din hum raat ko chat karte time game khela tha truth and dare.. usne kha tha ki acha truth pucho maine kha ki pta nhi aap start karo mujhe puch ke usne pucha ki aapko kesa larka chahiye maine kha jo simple ho aur good boy ho and helper ho.. toh mere bari the maine same qution pucha tho same reply aaya ki achi ho sachi ho jjhut na bhole… fir usne kha ki agar aapko koi parpose kare tho aap kay bhologe maine kha ki dekhungi larka kesa hai uske feelings and most important mere parents.. usne kha okay fir maine pucha ki agar aap kese ko karge tho kese yese kuch pucha tha tho usne kha ki bde style se karunga kese film mai hota hai.. wo SRK ka bahut bara fane hai har baar wo filmy dialogue bholta tha. ek aur use raat ko usne kha tha ki stupid raat ko pta kon baat karta hai itne raat ko maine kha kon karta hai toh usne kha ki 2wo log karte hai jo ek dusre se pyar karte hai maine kha ki na mai kesse se pyar karti hun aur naa moe mujhe mai yanha par sirf baat kar
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Us truth and dare game mai usne mujhe bhol hi diya ki he likes me maine kha game over ho gaya usen kha ki ye game nhi hai aur na ye game tha ye mere dil ki baat the maine kha raat bahut ho gae mujhe bhi and aapko bhi so jana chahiye.. mai off ho gai usne agle din kha mujhe please bura mt maana mai isliye kha rha tha ki milke baat kart hai fir thoddri der me aaya ki im sorry mai bas aapko tease kar rha tha and mai acting kar rha tha kese lagi mere acting!!!
mai jab kese aur jagha se aae the doosre school se tab maine is school me aae the. Tab mujhe sab log aapne apne bate btaya karte the. help karne bhana sab karte lekin koe real wali karta nhi tha. Mere ek friend hai jiska naam BBC4 hai wo sab ke sath yese hi rhati miitti ban ke. Dusri jiska naam “BABANDER” hai Badander wo yesi hai jesa uska naam agar wo nhi hai mere life me thi kuch bhi nhi hai. mujhe us ladke se bbc4 ne milya tha hamara Tuesday and Thursday end ke 2p (class) computer par rhati the aur un logo ki free. Toh kabhi kabhi hum unke pass chale jate the baat karne ko toh yese yese hum bate karne lag gaye the aur mujhe baad me pta chala ki wo larka mere dad ke friend ka ladrka hai. mere jo babander friend hai usko insab chejo se koe farak nhi parta tha wo bas prai prai karti the.
ek din usne mujhe facebook par request send ki the toh vanha se baat maine start ki the usne mujhe apne first crush ke bare mtaya aur uska naam maine rakha tha miss sadhgi wo hamsa kha karta tha ki wo yeshi hai wo wese hai wo simple hai wo bilkul shidhi hai.wo hamesha mere help larta tha bahut karta tha.
toh mai unko miss sadhgi karke tease karti the, hum shayari mai bhi baat karte the. Ek din maine unko pucha ki aap apne miss sadhgi ka naam bhi btawoge ya fir nhi toh mujhe btaya gaya aushi. agle din hum school ja rhe the tho mujhe school ke rashte me mile the unka sath unka friend bhi tha (jise mai bahut hate karti the) wo ruke mere liye lekin unka friend aage chala gaya tha. tab maine kha ki ek baar dubara bholna kay naam hai uska toh unhone kha ki aushi! toh maine kha nice name! toh unhone kha tha ki haan mera naam leki stupid nice name naa!! mai puchne wali the ki ki wo chale gaey aur school bhi aa yaga tha.
fir bate hue and ek din hum raat ko chat karte time game khela tha truth and dare.. usne kha tha ki acha truth pucho maine kha ki pta nhi aap start karo mujhe puch ke usne pucha ki aapko kesa larka chahiye maine kha jo simple ho aur good boy ho and helper ho.. toh mere bari the maine same qution pucha tho same reply aaya ki achi ho sachi ho jjhut na bhole… fir usne kha ki agar aapko koi parpose kare tho aap kay bhologe maine kha ki dekhungi larka kesa hai uske feelings and most important mere parents.. usne kha okay fir maine pucha ki agar aap kese ko karge tho kese yese kuch pucha tha tho usne kha ki bde style se karunga kese film mai hota hai.. wo SRK ka bahut bara fane hai har baar wo filmy dialogue bholta tha. ek aur use raat ko usne kha tha ki stupid raat ko pta kon baat karta hai itne raat ko maine kha kon karta hai toh usne kha ki 2wo log karte hai jo ek dusre se pyar karte hai maine kha ki na mai kesse se pyar karti hun aur naa moe mujhe mai yanha par sirf baat kar
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Us truth and dare game mai usne mujhe bhol hi diya ki he likes me maine kha game over ho gaya usen kha ki ye game nhi hai aur na ye game tha ye mere dil ki baat the maine kha raat bahut ho gae mujhe bhi and aapko bhi so jana chahiye.. mai off ho gai usne agle din kha mujhe please bura mt maana mai isliye kha rha tha ki milke baat kart hai fir thoddri der me aaya ki im sorry mai bas aapko tease kar rha tha and mai acting kar rha tha kese lagi mere acting!!!
i was totally shocked….i mean like what he is saying is he crazy i wasnt know what to say..cause i also started likedyou....
m but he was like thats was just his dare and he was paying game with me!!! i was totally shocked..
maine bahut socha kuch smjh nhi aa rha tha kay reply karungi….1din baad..
fir maine reply kiya tha ki weldone aapke agar film me acting karoge and ek din aap yesa karke hero jarur bnoge and aap ke sabse bari fan mai houngi…
. fir maine apne fb nhi kholi the. mere friend babandre ne mujhe sab samjhaya tha ki dekh wo tere sath phale se flirt kar rha hai chod de usko.. kyunki wo mere messgae phale par liya tha jb maine usko phone karke sab btaya tha tab.. fir usne messgkiya tha ki mujhe aapse baat karne hai milke please… maine kha no tho bahut time tak baat nhi hue ye baat the may ki fir agu.. me hum fir se baat start kiya and usne fir se vahi sab kha aur ek 11/8/2015 ko mile the hum 4 hours ek sath the and humne koe jyda baat bhi nhi ki lekin hamara time ho gaya tha fir usne mere ko bhola bhi tha lekin mai use milne nhi gai the maine kha tha ki dekh mai apne ghar ka saman leke jaa rhi aana tho aajana aur nhi tho mt kyunki usne phale bhi yese hi kiya tha ek baat.. toh usne bhola bhi tha mujhe ki likes me and wo usne isliye kha tha ki mujh ebhura na lag jaye isliye aur jab ghar jaa rhe the tho maine usko bhola ki okay just okay aur wo door gaya tha wo mere pass wapis bhi aaya tha usne mujhe hug bh
i kiya tha mai bhi shocked ho gai the.
fir yahi se baat hue start aur fir egle din hum jogging par sath gaye the aur hunme wanha bhi time spend kiya maine usko ek hi baat bholi the wo bhi wo baar alag alag time par CHHOOD KE THO NHI JAWOHGE!! sirf yahi usne mujhe kha dekho mere ankho me dekho kay yesa lagta hun mai maine kha ki agar kese ki ankhe padne itna aashan ho jata tho mai pad leti the..usne hug kiya again and kha ye mt socho ab..
fir kafi time baad uska new time se college start ho gaya and mera new class fir humko time bhi nhi mila baat karne ka.. fir humari baate onliye kabhi kabhi hoti the whatsaap par fir ek din mere friend bhi use baat karne lag gai the wo mere friend babander se bahut darta tha lekin ab wo usse bhi baat karne lag gaya tha..
maere se whatsaap par kuch ajib se baate karne lag gaya tha wo mere se kabhi bhi bate hi nhi karta tha,..aur maine usko kha tha ki school me kese ko bhi hamrae bare me pta nhi chalna chahiye and hamare grup ke logo ko pta chal gaya tha wo bhi usne btatya tha..
fir ek din usne mujhe pucha do you still love me?? i was like what to say how he could ask me to like this….and then i replied who told you i love you i never said him i love you…mera mtlab tha usse ki i just like…
fir hamere kabhi bahut kam bate hoti the…
aur ek din masti kar rhe the hamara ek hi dialogue tha jab kuch start hua hi nhi toh brekup kanha se toh bbc4 smjh nhi gai humne bbc4 ko pucha ki tere ko pta nhi hai kay mera naam ka bf kon tha usne kha nhi fir hume use bta ki hamare grupe me sab ko pta hai aur tere ko kese nhi pta wo tho tera bhae jesa tu apna bhae maanti use and wo tere ko apne sister fri?? jab usko pta chala tho usne pta karne ki koshih ki yesab kay hua tho uska ek friend tha anil jo mujhe bahut tease karta tha usne usse pucha ki tere ko pta hai stupid and ap* ke bare me?
(AP uska nick name tha mere friend babander ne rakha tha aur isme jitne naam hai wo sab humne rakhe hai babander ne and maine. and * ke jagha koe aur word bhi hai lekin mai nhi btaungi)undono ke baat bhi hue tho usko pta chala ki wo baat mere se anil ne hi ke the usne kha ki haan mujhe pta hai maine bahut sare chat ki hai ap* banke… and jab usne khud ap* ko pucha tho usne kha tha ki he used to like me..now no more….
jab usne btaya tha ye sab kuch i was totally shocked… i was like no how…i mean how dare him…. how he can say to his friend and talk to me… he played with my emotion…fir bhi maine kuch nhi bhola and sab kuch yanhi par khantam maine ek baar bhi jane ki koshish nhi ke ki ye sab kyun kiya kesliye…
jes larke ko mai like karne lag gai the aaj usne mere sath yesa kiya usne mere sath sirf khela hai aur kuch bhi nhi bahut sari yese baate hai jo maine nhi likhi hai haan usne mujhe ek aur baat bhi bholi the phale ki aapne mere se ek baar janne ki koshish nhi ke the ki hum ne milna kyun baand kar diya..
aaj tak mai usko yaad karti hun.. aur pta jo larda jisko mai sab se jyda hate karti hun na, ab pta chal rha ki wo sab se sache dil ka hai jo bholta ssaf bholta hai aur usne bhi bhola hai ki last year wo mere par crush tha usko aur kuch nhi.. .. usne bhi kah ki usko bhul jawo wo kuch nhi tha wo sief ek majak tha ur wo majahk sif friends ki wajha se bana tha. isliye ye sab baate aage bade hai…
mai mtlb ki i dont know kay bholun lekin jobhi nikal ta ab mujh se sirf ek baat ki i hate you…..
jab mere sath itna sab kuch karna hi tha tho mere sath accha bane ka natak kyun kiya aur kyun wo jhute baate ki usne mere sath sirf flirt kiya tha….aur itna sab kuch kafi nhi wo aur bhi larki se baat karta hai mujhe pta hai wo larki aur uske ek girlfriend bhi hai…
smjh nhi aa rha ki uske kay burae karun kay na karun kay bholin kay na..
kese ko ketna bhi marna par kabhi cheat mt karna uske sath flirt mt karna agar aap kese se flirt karte ho tho ye mt sochna ki wo bhi aapne flirt kar rha hai kay pta wo apne dil ki baat karta hoga….
fir maine reply kiya tha ki weldone aapke agar film me acting karoge and ek din aap yesa karke hero jarur bnoge and aap ke sabse bari fan mai houngi…
. fir maine apne fb nhi kholi the. mere friend babandre ne mujhe sab samjhaya tha ki dekh wo tere sath phale se flirt kar rha hai chod de usko.. kyunki wo mere messgae phale par liya tha jb maine usko phone karke sab btaya tha tab.. fir usne messgkiya tha ki mujhe aapse baat karne hai milke please… maine kha no tho bahut time tak baat nhi hue ye baat the may ki fir agu.. me hum fir se baat start kiya and usne fir se vahi sab kha aur ek 11/8/2015 ko mile the hum 4 hours ek sath the and humne koe jyda baat bhi nhi ki lekin hamara time ho gaya tha fir usne mere ko bhola bhi tha lekin mai use milne nhi gai the maine kha tha ki dekh mai apne ghar ka saman leke jaa rhi aana tho aajana aur nhi tho mt kyunki usne phale bhi yese hi kiya tha ek baat.. toh usne bhola bhi tha mujhe ki likes me and wo usne isliye kha tha ki mujh ebhura na lag jaye isliye aur jab ghar jaa rhe the tho maine usko bhola ki okay just okay aur wo door gaya tha wo mere pass wapis bhi aaya tha usne mujhe hug bh
i kiya tha mai bhi shocked ho gai the.
fir yahi se baat hue start aur fir egle din hum jogging par sath gaye the aur hunme wanha bhi time spend kiya maine usko ek hi baat bholi the wo bhi wo baar alag alag time par CHHOOD KE THO NHI JAWOHGE!! sirf yahi usne mujhe kha dekho mere ankho me dekho kay yesa lagta hun mai maine kha ki agar kese ki ankhe padne itna aashan ho jata tho mai pad leti the..usne hug kiya again and kha ye mt socho ab..
fir kafi time baad uska new time se college start ho gaya and mera new class fir humko time bhi nhi mila baat karne ka.. fir humari baate onliye kabhi kabhi hoti the whatsaap par fir ek din mere friend bhi use baat karne lag gai the wo mere friend babander se bahut darta tha lekin ab wo usse bhi baat karne lag gaya tha..
maere se whatsaap par kuch ajib se baate karne lag gaya tha wo mere se kabhi bhi bate hi nhi karta tha,..aur maine usko kha tha ki school me kese ko bhi hamrae bare me pta nhi chalna chahiye and hamare grup ke logo ko pta chal gaya tha wo bhi usne btatya tha..
fir ek din usne mujhe pucha do you still love me?? i was like what to say how he could ask me to like this….and then i replied who told you i love you i never said him i love you…mera mtlab tha usse ki i just like…
fir hamere kabhi bahut kam bate hoti the…
aur ek din masti kar rhe the hamara ek hi dialogue tha jab kuch start hua hi nhi toh brekup kanha se toh bbc4 smjh nhi gai humne bbc4 ko pucha ki tere ko pta nhi hai kay mera naam ka bf kon tha usne kha nhi fir hume use bta ki hamare grupe me sab ko pta hai aur tere ko kese nhi pta wo tho tera bhae jesa tu apna bhae maanti use and wo tere ko apne sister fri?? jab usko pta chala tho usne pta karne ki koshih ki yesab kay hua tho uska ek friend tha anil jo mujhe bahut tease karta tha usne usse pucha ki tere ko pta hai stupid and ap* ke bare me?
(AP uska nick name tha mere friend babander ne rakha tha aur isme jitne naam hai wo sab humne rakhe hai babander ne and maine. and * ke jagha koe aur word bhi hai lekin mai nhi btaungi)undono ke baat bhi hue tho usko pta chala ki wo baat mere se anil ne hi ke the usne kha ki haan mujhe pta hai maine bahut sare chat ki hai ap* banke… and jab usne khud ap* ko pucha tho usne kha tha ki he used to like me..now no more….
jab usne btaya tha ye sab kuch i was totally shocked… i was like no how…i mean how dare him…. how he can say to his friend and talk to me… he played with my emotion…fir bhi maine kuch nhi bhola and sab kuch yanhi par khantam maine ek baar bhi jane ki koshish nhi ke ki ye sab kyun kiya kesliye…
jes larke ko mai like karne lag gai the aaj usne mere sath yesa kiya usne mere sath sirf khela hai aur kuch bhi nhi bahut sari yese baate hai jo maine nhi likhi hai haan usne mujhe ek aur baat bhi bholi the phale ki aapne mere se ek baar janne ki koshish nhi ke the ki hum ne milna kyun baand kar diya..
aaj tak mai usko yaad karti hun.. aur pta jo larda jisko mai sab se jyda hate karti hun na, ab pta chal rha ki wo sab se sache dil ka hai jo bholta ssaf bholta hai aur usne bhi bhola hai ki last year wo mere par crush tha usko aur kuch nhi.. .. usne bhi kah ki usko bhul jawo wo kuch nhi tha wo sief ek majak tha ur wo majahk sif friends ki wajha se bana tha. isliye ye sab baate aage bade hai…
mai mtlb ki i dont know kay bholun lekin jobhi nikal ta ab mujh se sirf ek baat ki i hate you…..
jab mere sath itna sab kuch karna hi tha tho mere sath accha bane ka natak kyun kiya aur kyun wo jhute baate ki usne mere sath sirf flirt kiya tha….aur itna sab kuch kafi nhi wo aur bhi larki se baat karta hai mujhe pta hai wo larki aur uske ek girlfriend bhi hai…
smjh nhi aa rha ki uske kay burae karun kay na karun kay bholin kay na..
kese ko ketna bhi marna par kabhi cheat mt karna uske sath flirt mt karna agar aap kese se flirt karte ho tho ye mt sochna ki wo bhi aapne flirt kar rha hai kay pta wo apne dil ki baat karta hoga….
aur maine use ek aur baat kri the ke mujhe unche se bahut dar lagta hai aaj unche par jane ko bhol tho rhe ho lekin kabhi girana mt…usne kha tha ek baar ye unche tho chhu kar dekho… ab mene unche bhu chhu le and niche bhi gir gai hun…
aapki jo baat mere se kahi hai naa mere ko abhi bhi yaad hai aapko ye sab tab pta chlega jaab apko bhi yese hi koe karega and aap jab pyar ke tarsoge.. abhi aapko koe farak nhi padta hai lekin koe baat nhi bahut jald ho jayega kyunki time toh kesi ka nhi hota hai kal mera tha aaj bhi mera hai lekin ek din aapka bhi hoga lekin wo din aapne pass apka koe friend nhi hoga jinke liye aapne ye sab kiya jisko aapne ek sirf masti ka naam diya aur ek sirf ek game khela…
ek baat jarun bholana chhahungi ap* aapko kabhi bhi mere se milne ki koshih nhi karna kabhi bhi nhii..and aapne ke jo notes hai na wo aapko mil jayenge bahut jaldii….
aapki jo baat mere se kahi hai naa mere ko abhi bhi yaad hai aapko ye sab tab pta chlega jaab apko bhi yese hi koe karega and aap jab pyar ke tarsoge.. abhi aapko koe farak nhi padta hai lekin koe baat nhi bahut jald ho jayega kyunki time toh kesi ka nhi hota hai kal mera tha aaj bhi mera hai lekin ek din aapka bhi hoga lekin wo din aapne pass apka koe friend nhi hoga jinke liye aapne ye sab kiya jisko aapne ek sirf masti ka naam diya aur ek sirf ek game khela…
ek baat jarun bholana chhahungi ap* aapko kabhi bhi mere se milne ki koshih nhi karna kabhi bhi nhii..and aapne ke jo notes hai na wo aapko mil jayenge bahut jaldii….
thank you so much ap* kam se kam jo mere sath aage hona tha wo jaldi ho gya and us time par jab mere sath babande the thank you so much… GOOD LUCK FOR you
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